Monday, 11 October 2010

baby thoughts...

What I was daydreaming about after reading the latest articles...

The Universe is the totality of everything that exits, it’s physic laws commonly looked at unimaginable and it’s size infinite. But do we really understand what it is? All our vocabulary helps us to understand, but immensely limits and frames its real meanning.

How would be able to compare something which is simply incomparable to us.

I mean, in a way we limit the infinity by titling it "infinity". I guess it calms us down, we master unexplainable in give it a tag, a definition.

The babies unconscious life dreading fears, which in early stages might be the desire of food or a warm motherhood is fascinating. I look it at as pure anxiety. The unexplainable anxieties "nameless dread" mention in joc’s article, which I guess lives in each of us. And likely a baby feels when it in a totally unknown environment. When the baby consciously realizes the unexplainable. I imagine it to be a feeling of helplessness and loneliness. Something similar the soldier feels in a life threatening position. Where conscious communicating does not to make sense. Where all post-experiences, definition, and words do not frame and limit its vast power. No thread to hold on to…

When I lay in my bed…when all my existential desires are satisfied and religion and science seem to be nothing more then entertainment, that's when I believe to feel a little drop of this pure anxiety, while realizing to be nothing more then an accidence of “nature”….

I was just thinking…quite silly though….. What would happen, when the Universe would be fully explained?

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